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you told me you didn't think
so many breaths had ever passed your lips,
that your lungs never ached like this,
and your heart pounded like hummingbirds
trapped in the cavity of your chest,
their little wings against your ribs,
your eyes in the reflection of mine—
and i told you, firstly, i don't believe in love
or superstition or happiness or anything besides
dimming lights, the color of your faded sheets,
and the sweat on my palms—
when we kiss, i name the chemicals
that make me press closer and think of my nerves
lighting up like christmas, and i take the pulse of my blood
to yours, and yours is faster because you're older
not because you're in love
not because this is tender
because these feelings can be replicated';
i read once that cocaine
is physiologically identical—
don't take this personally,
don't look at me like you're hurting;
these feelings are the conception of biology,
the oxytocin, adrenaline, dopamine—
a hand over mine and you squeeze;
so many heaving sighs to catch my strength,
and your chest is broad,
your hair is blond and curly,
you're wilting, you're staring,
you're shutting your eyes—
and so many breaths have never passed my lips,
so many birds have never flown into my mouth
and taken residence in my chest:
it's catalyzed reactions, it's faulty,
it's a misconception of reality,
but i—
can't speak when i look at you.
so many breaths had ever passed your lips,
that your lungs never ached like this,
and your heart pounded like hummingbirds
trapped in the cavity of your chest,
their little wings against your ribs,
your eyes in the reflection of mine—
and i told you, firstly, i don't believe in love
or superstition or happiness or anything besides
dimming lights, the color of your faded sheets,
and the sweat on my palms—
when we kiss, i name the chemicals
that make me press closer and think of my nerves
lighting up like christmas, and i take the pulse of my blood
to yours, and yours is faster because you're older
not because you're in love
not because this is tender
because these feelings can be replicated';
i read once that cocaine
is physiologically identical—
don't take this personally,
don't look at me like you're hurting;
these feelings are the conception of biology,
the oxytocin, adrenaline, dopamine—
a hand over mine and you squeeze;
so many heaving sighs to catch my strength,
and your chest is broad,
your hair is blond and curly,
you're wilting, you're staring,
you're shutting your eyes—
and so many breaths have never passed my lips,
so many birds have never flown into my mouth
and taken residence in my chest:
it's catalyzed reactions, it's faulty,
it's a misconception of reality,
but i—
can't speak when i look at you.
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your voice smokes thru the oaken bramble
pour a carbonated apology, a sun-stained
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hands small holes right before a rush of river
what it feels like being swallowed from the outside
crushing rings into truth serum, pretend
to be out of tune with that deception
I have been unable to parse my own persona
a pink cotton voice I remember thru the phone
I remember because it formed me into a granary
one crop after another of patriarchal idioms
whisper my secrets so softly into a glint of red hair
a saucer-eyed lace pattern cut into pine paper
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so you fill your pockets with dirt
and plant fistfuls of memories
praying that someone will shoot
but the only thing that grows
is disillusionment
so indifference keeps the lighter to the spoon
and you draw up every drop of lost souls
aching to taste the ones you had
but some deaths
are bigger than other deaths
so you're only human
and to survive you've done terrible, terrible things
unbelieving in the promises of future
but this
is not the end
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EDIT: still editing; i was reluctant to change anything about this one, but some of the meter was so off and the punctuation djladj i'll reshow it to him but he won't even notice ahahaha.
EDIT: still editing; i was reluctant to change anything about this one, but some of the meter was so off and the punctuation djladj i'll reshow it to him but he won't even notice ahahaha.
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Hello! This is just to let you know that I have used your title in my poem life, love, and all that jazz.